Bleed...

What is it in my head that brings me here?
Thoughts of unspeakable deeds fill me..
The pain starts to leak through the cracks
Caused by the pressure of my deeds...

Slowly, I bleed to escape the guilt..
I cannot stop; I've become erratic...
Vision is blurring and thought is fading..
Heart of regret and mind full of static..

As night fills my eyes, I do not feel fear.
The hole in my soul continues to bleed,
Bleed out the pain the haunted me so...
It's one last scar, one last need..

Do not wait for me to change my ways..
Perhaps I might pass without shed tears..
Born with a shattered sanity, I'm lost..
You trying to find me fulfills my fears.

But fear this change not, I am not dying..
Chasing this broken man proves only in vain.
I bleed out my past to start a resh life.
Following me wold drive you insane..

Let me move on in my infernal life.
This pain's a reminder I so strongly need,
So do not mend me; I might relapse..
Let the wound stay, let it bleed...