Yeah. I feel like it's that time.

For anyone who might even question the possibility of me being alive, I'm making a new a ccount.

SN: Jrowning

If you follow, much appreciated. If not, I don't blame you. Cay around!

Well, s the title says, I'm just stopping by to say what's up and all that jazz. Posted the next installment of my story and well. furthermore, I kinda gots a headache soooo... Might not be hanging around for too long Peace out!

Trying to get back on track with my DA and my mind. You know.. Get back into the creative mood! But wait! What's that? Some fucking whirling retard cloud just has to blow through and wreck some shit!!

My fence is completely gone for the most part and my room smells of mildew; even after cleaning it. Usually this wouldn't bother me, for the smell will go away, but that smell reeeeeally makes it hard to think.

However, I got off lucky and I know it. I have at least two friends (Brandon and Joey) who are now completely displaced by Ike; both their houses were very damaged and nearly destroyed. Keep them in your prayers if you do pray that is. This shit storm just couldn't be another pushover could it?

But I digress. I can't make any promises of being on a lot, but I will try. I hope to get some art done before I lose my mind! @_@

There is something inside of me that I cannot understand.. I am not truly this Chaotic, but it wants to see.. The darkness within me, within the world.. It wants to take thing, change things into a dark world... It lusts for blood and sex, but mostly... It lusts for her... But I love her.. I cannot allow it to take control and ruin such a love. But does she even love me back? The mind, the soul, the heart.. These pain me so. How nice it could be to simply exist without the doubts of the mind, the needs of the heart, the pains of the soul...

Alas.. I am only human..

Yes, yes, I have returned. I beg forgiveness for my extra-long departure, but I am still alive! However, I find life to be kind of taxing and annoying at times, nerve-wracking even.. Oh well! I'm just your spite-filled, lovable cynic.

Not feeling so bad anymore mainly because I can think again. It's not quite creating anything, but I'm working on a few things. Overall, I'm feelin better and my headache's gone

On the darker side of things.. A pipe burst in ceiling above the living room sooo... Fucking lame.. Could be worse though i supose; the ceiling might've collapsed. I"m going to make my mom sue the realtor agent b/c they inspect the house and said it was tip top shape, but this isn't the first problem we've had..

Time will tell!